Where were you, When i needed you the most??

I am not a poet. Never written a poem. This just came to me while sitting at beach. Its in hindi, language i can actually express my heart out.

Jab main tanha tha tum kaha thi,
jab pukara tumhe tum kaha thi.
Kaha thi tum jab har pal meri aanken bhar aati thi,
Kaha thi jab pal pal ki judai mujhe tadpati thi.

Aaj jab mere paas sahara hain
To khayal tumhe mera aaya hain
Pyar to ab bhi karta hoon main tumse,
Kya karu mazboor jo hu is dil se,
Par ab tumhare paas nahi aaunga,
Is toote dil ko ab jod na paaunga.
Dil tootne ka dard ab tumhe bhi ehsaas hoga,
Tumne jo kiya ab woh tere saath hoga